Where are you?

Why did you go? WHY? why you left me? ://

I lose myself! I am not being myself!

What happened?

Where's my independent-ness?

I'm used to doing stuff on my own and limtited my reliance on others but now? i rely on people 100% :(

I used to be strong and able to push aside all the negative stuff and concentrate on what i am doing.

I remember upholding this Motto of MINE! "I, A" Ignore and Avoid. But i guess this no longer applies for me!

Reading back my new testimonial Mr Wong wrote for m and Ms Tai wrote for me leave me back with tears.

"superb example of young man any mother would love to have"
"Consistently emerged top in his most endeavours"
"Incredibly polite, exceeding helpful, highly respected by peers and teacher for his moral integrity, very much appreciated for his ability and willingness to work with everyone"
"Possesses great maturity beyond his age"
Blah blah blah! just too many good words!

But i seriously felt that all those mentioned was based on the OLD ressal, now that i lose him i lose everything :(

Whywhywhywhy did i change? where is RESSAL!?!

Missing in action!

Left to do some soul searching for myself!

It's super stressful! hope it won't lead to depression! HAHA!

I just have to solve them one by one!

Semoga allah tabah kan hati ku untuk menghadapi segala halangan yang aku alami. Amin.

*i accidentally slept in class yesterday for 5 minutes! OMG!*

Mohamed Ressal Bin Mohamed Raffi
First Breath Oxygen on 12th Feb 1990
So I am 19 la :)
Currently I am doing Diploma in Accountancy




12.02.1990
14.07.1990
10.09.2008

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