I wish everything didn't happen as it is NOW.

Since it happen! plss.. i want it to be over :(

I just cant take it any longer, it's one after another.

I feel bad for whatever that i am doing, all the 'ignorance' but i really dunno what i am supposed to do?

Am i badly affected by it? YES!

I just feel like whatever i want can never or seems hard to be granted.

I really hope that you will here to that song lyrics and know how much u meant to me :(

Just want it to be over and i am really confused! i don't know what to doo :(

After this was nenek, she was admitted into hospital. I feel BAD! coz i didnt give her all my attention.

I visited her on wednesday night before fetching aznita and she was on the bed helpless. SICK. ALL i did was fed her fruits, make dinner for atok, clean abit and i left!

Came on Friday again before go out on date and see them for less thn 5minutes and i went off and today she is in the hospital.

But 1 thing that angered me was, WHERE ARE YOU GUYS? Each time u guys wants MONEY, wants REWARD, wants to CLAIM birthday money from nenek, DENGAN CEPAT DATANG RUMAH! Tak payah suruh pun!! Ni nenek is sick, just drop by, get her some food and prepare atok dinner seems so difficult uh? So telling me you ppl just using my nenek for FUN? YES she spend alot on me or FINE she gave me more thn you ppl, BUT ATLEAST I HAVE DONE MY PART RIGHTT?

I just couldnt understand anw, *siaper yg nak terasa, SILAKAN*

I got so much to think about UP HERE!

ABT my R/S, nenek, finance and plus dad is quite sick, not been driving taxi for like 2 dayss?

and i was thinking whether should i give him $100. I withdraw the money and i am holding myself back BECAUSE i dont want him to spend that $100 on nonsense item and i dun want hm to be unmotivated to drive since i gave him money and i dun want him to think that i got lot of money and will rely on me! ARGHH

I am just soo confused!!!!

Where are you when i need you the MOST! :(

Mohamed Ressal Bin Mohamed Raffi
First Breath Oxygen on 12th Feb 1990
So I am 19 la :)
Currently I am doing Diploma in Accountancy




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